Fasting to Become Healthy Group

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A group to support regular fasting, both short- and long-term, to create and maintain physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual health. Fasting is an ancient, safe, and gentle healing practice. Trade information about fasting and share feelings, thoughts, experiences, doubts, fears, and strategies to achieve the ability to fast. Especially for those who struggle with food addiction.

May 27th, 2012

It's time...

posted by abbazgirl on 12:03 pm

I'm back to My Plate after a year or so hiatus. I'm looking for a group that will help spur me on to health. I've fasted a few days now and then several years ago and would like to make that a regular part of my health conscious life style. I know that fasting takes commitment which will spill over into other areas of my life.
 
I look forward to meeting you all and getting to know you.

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July 30th, 2011

Day 2

posted by coolera20 on 7:48 pm

 Day 2 is done and over with. Other than one moment (much like day one) where I thought I was going to break and give in to temptation ... other than that one moment of weakness, today has gone amazingly well. I went to work ... actually had the opportunity to come home early. I chose to walk the neighborhood during the time I would usually be eating supper to avoid any extra temptation. The walk helped ease away work's stresses and also helped clear my mind. I centered on my inner thoughts and found a sense of peace and also gratitude with the day's actions. I feel a tiny bit of power building within me ... a mixture of confidence, motivation, inspiration, strength, and patience. A little voice saying "you got past day one ... you know you can get through day two ..." And sure enough. This evening instead of watching TV or abusing techonology I chose to read an old book of light hearted comic strips. One of my favorite characters of all time - Calvin and Hobbes. I brewed a hot cup of chamomile tea to go along with my lterary adventures and curled up on the sofa. 
The tea was very relaxing and I have tomorrow off. All that awaits is my bed and I am feeling much appreciative for it. 
To all those out there on day one or day two ... or even farther than I am at the moment ... you can do this. It just takes a little perseverance and the willingness to look past the bad and realize the positiveness of your personal outcome. Whether it be for health, or for spirituality, or for healing. 
Good luck friends! 
Write tomorrow. 

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July 29th, 2011

Keeping Hope

posted by coolera20 on 7:28 pm

 Day 1 - First 24 Hours .... have been a success. Ever so relieved to have the first day behind me. Now on to Day 2 ... which is just as crucial. Lets nip this in the bud guys!! I know we can do it. :)

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July 23rd, 2011

Fasting?

posted by coolera20 on 8:15 pm

 Hi guys, 
I am joining this group in search of help. I have been trying to successfully complete a fast for months now. I am doing it as a transition into a healthier lifestyle. I used to be a binge eater (still am struggling) and I have gained so much over the past year. I feel depressed by my diet because I feel that food controls me. My goal is to complete a 10 day water fast and then break it slowly by drinking juice. And I am starting a healthier diet thereafter. I have always been a partial vegetarian but now I  plan to go completely vegetarian for my health's sake. I hope to cut out the excess sugar I am addicted to ... as well as all the foods I consume daily. 
The past two weeks I have tried and tried to go on a fast. But I work a full time job and I usually don't make it past 24 or 30 something hours of fasting before I break and binge. The stress of work increases my likelihood to binge. And with my many attempted fasting attempts when I do eat ... its all the wrong things and in huge amounts.
If anyone has any tips on how to stay strong and get through the first 3 days of fasting I would be more than grateful. All advice is welcomed. 
I start again tomorrow. On my sixth attempt. But I try to remain in the mindset ... it isn't the number of attempts that counts. Because if at first you don't succeed. Try, try, again. 
All in due time.
Good luck with tonight guys. 
I begin my journey at 12 am (in 46 minutes) and plan to finish it out until the end. This is for health. This is for life. This is for me. 
I can't afford to fail at that.
Farewell friends. 
I shall write again tomorrow.

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May 25th, 2011

Childhood obesity and fasting

posted by maf_ita on 9:44 pm

 I was obese as a child and i started dieting and exercising to loose weight at the age of 17.By 19,i was a bulimic and i wanted to be super skinny(just like a model in the ads).So i started excessive calorie restriction and exercise.But as a result ,i looked ugly...my skin around stomach was hanging loose and thighs were not skinny enough.I went into bulimia out of depression and the deprssion from personal life.This keeps happening with me like an endless cycle.
i want to know two things:
1.If i'm bulimic because of childhood obesity
2.if my skin hangs loose(inspite of exercise and diet) and thighs dont look too skinny becasue i was fat as a child???

by Amanda803322 on May 26, 2011 at 12:33 pm

I think it is possible.....I have been overweight since childhood, and I too suffer from binge eating.....The loose skin is a result of losing a large amount of weight.
Binge eating is a way of soothing yourself with food. If you did it as a child it is very likly you will continue as an adult if you do not get a handle on triggers. Purging is also a mental disorder....you purge b/c you feel guilty for the binge....vicious cycle

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April 12th, 2011

Water Fast

posted by osirismarise on 6:23 pm

 I have decided to fast.
I am tired of binging all the time,
I am tired of food always on my mind..
Hopefully after the first couple of days my wish will come true, food cravings have dissapated.

Any tips for a beginner?
Thanks!

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May 29th, 2010

Quick Intro

posted by FastingMia on 3:12 am

Good morning, everyone! I don't have a lot to say. I just created my account and joined the group so I wanted to say hello.   Have a great weekend!

by kat777 on Nov 24, 2010 at 9:53 am

welcome  mia ;)
anyone else planning a post thanksgiving fast? im thinking a juice fast may be good (time to break out the breville!) the help clean out my system from all the garbage i will likely end up ingesting this week!

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January 7th, 2010

haha,

posted by kat777 on 5:00 pm

nvm, it just ook forever, sorry for the doubleish post :/

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January 6th, 2010

hmm,

posted by kat777 on 2:50 pm

livestrong isnt letting me comment on posts for some reason, but wanted to offer my support, day three is always a killer for me on a fast, if i plan to make it to day four, i have to be sure im off work the third day so i can just lay around, i get aweful head and body aches, and to get up and moving, usually have to break the fast, which is always disapointing. planning to start a seven day fast mid next week, if anyone is interested, i could use the support!

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August 5th, 2009

Day 3

posted by Amanda803322 on 6:20 am

I am feeling a little sluggish today. Last night I had a bad headache and went to bed around 10pm. I am thinking of having some decaf coffee today but I still have not made up my mind.

by kat777 on Jan 6, 2010 at 2:45 pm

day three is always very hard for me on a fast. if i have to go into work that day, i have to have some tea with honey or some juice to get me off the couch and kill my headache, your doing very well:)
and a word of warning, if your like me, once i let myself have something like the tea or juice, next its broth, and then soup, etc, lol, so i often dont make it past the third day of my fasts unless i REALLY buckle down and just stay huddled on the couch on day three!

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August 4th, 2009

Day 2 of Water Fast

posted by Amanda803322 on 5:49 am

I eliminated 3.5lbs of water weight yesterday. I went to bed early about 8pm because I was fairly tired. I woke this morning at 7am feeling wonderful.

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August 3rd, 2009

Day 1 of 7 Day water fast

posted by Amanda803322 on 8:34 am

Today is the first day of my 7 day water fast. I am here to get support and read about other's journeys...
My Goals for Fasting:
1. Break the addiction to Food/Soda
2. Get closer to God
3. Lose Weight
I will try to update daily.

by osirismarise on Apr 12, 2011 at 6:22 pm

 I've just started my water fast, and so far so good.
Update us on how it's going, i'd love to know beforehand how this will benefit me:)
 

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June 15th, 2009

Weekly 36 Hour Fast

posted by dhellva on 6:24 am

I have a moderate case of psoriasis, an auto-immune disease and have been looking for non-medicinal ways to control it.  I read this article in Men's Health magazine that discusses many advantages to a weekly 36 hour fast.  The author suffers from the more serious auto-immune disease known as Crohn's and the weekly 36 hour fast eliminated the symptoms for him. 
Last October 9, I started the process and have fasted 36 hours every week since, with the exceptions of the week of Christmas and New Years.  The day varies each week depending on my work and travel schedule.  I start after dinner and do not eat until the morning 36 (or so) hours later.  That morning I do not crave food but eat something light.  I have toyed with extending the period just to see where it goes but am content with the 36 hours for now.
Sorry to say that it has had no visible effect on the psoriasis but the other benefits are enough to make me want to continue.  I feel better, I look better (lost 20 pounds), and am more energetic.  By the third week I started looking forward to the fast day and don't miss eating on those days at all.  I do drink water and I am afraid that I "cheat" by drinking two cups of coffee the first morning.  I am almost 50 and have been in reasonably good health with decent cholesterol numbers and a relatively low BP.  I have not been to the Doctor for a checkup since I started so I will be interested if my labs show any marked changes since I started.
If you care, I'll let you know.

by Amanda803322 on Aug 3, 2009 at 11:53 am

How are you doing now? Did you go to the doc?

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May 20th, 2009

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May 20th, 2009

Tomorrow begins DAY 4 of my FAST!

posted by PSASSO on 4:44 pm

Yesterday was the toughest day to get through. Hubby could hear my tummy growling under thd bed sheets. He's worried about me, but I am feeling good and God has spiritually been filling me instead of food :)
Peace,
Pet
xoxo

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May 15th, 2009

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April 16th, 2009

starting out

posted by CiCi105 on 9:01 pm

hey i just started out with Livestrong> and im on the raod to a healthier life,
 
i was a vegitarian who ate junkfood, turned vegan for two days now, i decided since im a little rocky when it comes to he food (iknow what not to eat and what to eat, but the junkfood part still sucks) i'm going on a 24hour fast to "clean house"
i hope to do this at least once a week, and in time make it two days to even three

by CiCi105 on Apr 16, 2009 at 9:02 pm

ps i have spelling and grammar issues, srry. =/

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April 8th, 2009

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September 10th, 2008

New here!

posted by Microfiltered on 9:32 pm

Interesting, it says we have 10 members, yet I only see 2!
I have read a lot on the site www.fasting.ws . It is a great site! I want to start a fast but I don't know a way to convince my parents to let me do so.
Hmmph.

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August 15th, 2008

New Fast: 5 Days

posted by Marahanna on 1:52 pm

I have started a water fast today, Thursday, August 14th. I have concluded to try to motivate myself on a spiritual basis. I am having real trouble in my life because I can't give or receive love, and I know that fasting helps me get secure enough to open up to others. I stilll find that I am not motivated, even knowing how lonely my life is; but I REALLY know that fasting is the right way to go. I have had SO much therapy and have it 4 to 6 times per week now, still; and I just conclude that only fasting will heal my emotional illness (it has in the past, for as long as I stayed detoxed -- a very short while but enough to validate my belief in fasting... I really -- based on 1970's documented cures of schizophrenics with 30 day water fasts (see Allan Cott MD)-- know that the major factor in neurological/emotional illness is intestinal illness -- curable by fasting, and pretty much, as far as i can tell, only by fasting. I am so impatient to get well. I know it will take many fasts. I have made progress TOWARD fasting by really cleaning up my diet, on a permanent basis. But I have not yet succeeded in fasting for say a week at a time regularly, which I will have to do at least for a therapeutic period of time, to become well. It is scary to think how thin I will get, but I also know I will become WELL. Right now I am living a nightmare life of sluggishness and constant compulsion and obsession to eat food. I recently read that 70% of the world eats fewer than 10 meals per week -- and I realize dismay the incredibly sick addiction to food that Americans have; and how our addiction persuades us we need all this food; and how toxic and bacterially infected we all are. It does dismay me. I am helpless under a mound of food. I am a food addict. I MUST FAST.

I have set a goal for myself of 5 days. I am telling myself that I am fasting so that I can begin to behave decently toward other people, instead of being trapped in all the addict's personality flaws: dishonesty, unwillingness to work, using others.

I know, however, that I can't shame myself into fasting



One thing is that I REALLY HAVE TO BECOME DEEPLY CONVINCED THAT FASTING IS THE RIGHT THING FOR ME -- THE MORALLY CORRECT CHOICE. This might sustain me in my fast if I really got secure in that belief.



I am about to be 40 years old,a nd my life has been a terrible loneliness. I hope to become a writer and actress and have shows; but for now I am simply incapacitated by food and the depression in which it imprisons me. I want out. I want to fast. I want support and conviction and motivation and belief, to fast.

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August 5th, 2008

Lost Fast After 30 Hours

posted by Marahanna on 6:30 pm

I need to fast, but I can't do it.

A good thing is I am aware of being unwilling to fast through the misery that I get in touch with when I try to fast.

There is a desolate emotional experience which occurs. I need to address this.

I am too tired to work it out now.

I am so alone. I am really sad. i got really beaten and shamed on my fasting support forum -- the one I usually post on -- for failing in my fast.

This isn't what will help me work all this out and succeed in fasting.

i need to be completely open and also exhaustive in my self-examination and self-reporting.

I am too tired to do it now.

Fasting needs to nbe my only project and priority.

Right now I am in the misery of just craving food again and just miserably waiting for my body to be ready to eat again. All teh time. it is horrible.

The key is for me to continue cleaning up my diet.

I have to commit

I am crying about the response fo my fasting forum. I am really ashamed of myself after those people shamed me. I am really ashamed of myself. i cannot see that I am not wrong, as they say I am: childish, needy. Selfish and bad. A bad person. I am crying as I write this. have I really hurt anyone? Have I really done wrong? i am crying.

I want to stop living the way I am living.

I want to heal from this physical condition I am in.
Fasting is the way for me to heal
OK. So. In order to fast: I think the thing that will facilitate fasting the most is cleaning up my diet even further than I already have.


I am too tired to write further.
I am frustrated. I had to waste time and money today going out shopping for damned fude. I am hemorrhaging money. i can't go on vacation. if I were on the non-triggering diet I could have gone on 5 vacations.


I am to tired. I am overwhelmed. I have got to work out how to clean up my diet. Then fasting will be easier.

I have a notion that fasting is harder the more triggering one's diet is. That in the process of the fast, the misery I feel is really a neurological effect of the withdrawal from the triggering food substances I have been having.

maybe if I really clean up the diet, these emotional horrors during fasting will cease.

I DO feel more willing to fast NOW, having given up many of the triggering foods I had been eating. I feel calmer about fasting.

Basically with fasting I am in an anxiety trap.

It is deep and complicated.
I want to write it out, and resolve it, but I just can't now

I am so frustrated and helpless.
There are so many things I need to do to start to succeed.
And the thought of fasting is so painful.
I need to get on the phone and cry to someone.

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August 4th, 2008

DAY TWO: I'M REALLY DOING IT

posted by Marahanna on 11:50 am

This is the second day of my fast. I want to use as my model the account of the long fast that I read and referred to here yesterday.

My mantra is that I can have just as much fun not eating as I do when I am eating.

I just want to stay with it. I know that if I succeed in fasting 7 days this is only a beginning, and 7 days would itself be an enormous achievement for me, so this is discouraging, but I have to keep spiritual values and stay motivated that way. I cannot stop fasting and give up just because I "don't see the point" or feel "it isn't worth it."

I have got to undertake this adventure at last. i know it is the only thing that will ever make me well.

I do wish I had some more positive motivation than that: negative motivation doesn't feel like it's going to work for me for very long right now.

I am struggling for willingness and determination. I think I just need to keep myself distracted at this point. I should aim to make the time go by quickly and somehow not let myself argue with what I am doing.

Twice so far I have come close to giving up. I think it has been twice. I need to write about these mental phenomena since they are the inhibitors to my succeeding in fasting and getting well. The first time I was deterred from quitting by .... oh god I don't remember now. I will have to try to remember. I have a vague memory of using some mantras: "Yes, it's hard, and I'm doing it!" and another one, I forget. I have a vague sense that posting here and in other blogs and forums made me keep my commitment. I wish I could remember. I will try to and post shortly.

The mental battle is the main thing right now. i think I should reread the diary of the 6-week fast that helped me earlier.

I am thinking of driving out on vacation tothe mountains like tonight or tomorrow so as to give myself a nice distraction - but I am afraid this spot in the mtns. will be too lonely. i don't know what to do.

Right now I am going to re-read -- MAYBE print out the story -- and I know I should make a detailed plan as to how to spend my days -- and I know I should try to plan to keep busy. i am too tired to make this effort right now. I will re-email the people I got in touch with on curezone, though. If I arrange to e-mail them or even call at a certain hour of a day, it will make me keep the fast that day. As I say, the mental/psychlogical challenge is the main thing now.

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August 3rd, 2008

DAY ONE OF MY FAST

posted by Marahanna on 4:09 pm

I have struggled to begin this fast for the past few days. At last now, I hope, I am beginning.

I would like to fast at least seven days. I am not afraid to do it.

The key to my achieving this willingness to begin was that I read an account of someone's long fast, a six-week fast, at http://www.geocities.com/fastinguc/020124ch5.htm; I got comfortable with the idea of fasting and its process; and I began to feel that, as I articulated it to myself, "I could have just as much fun not eating as eating," which sounds funny but is the way it came out. A major part of my resistance to fasting seems to be that I feel I "can't stand it," that life will be just horrible without the powerful (and so damaging to my body in its present state) impact of food fixes.

I have tons of difficulty coming to the willingness to fast, owing to complicated, painful, and entrenched emotional/cognitive structures that just have to be dismantled; but I am too tired to do this today.

I am just writing to publish my intention to start fasting today.

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July 31st, 2008

Starting Fast With a Friend

posted by Marahanna on 2:02 pm

I would like to try to fast 7 days. Here is a copy of a message I sent to the friend who will be fasting with me. Sorry it is long. It just summarizes my progress and talks about barriers to my fasting (which seem surmountable, but simply still to be inhibiting me because I don't quite have the support in place)

As of today, Thursday, July 31st, I have achieved 100 days on raw food only. I have not been able to do this in about 3 years. I have always relapsed back into processed food. Although it would seem I am perfectionsistic, it is in fact the case that I am totally dysfunctional on any cooked or processed food. I suffer horribly from anxiety and depression when my diet is not 100% raw. I suffer when on raw food, too, since I need a real healing via total, extended water fasting, and have not yet found the support I need to achieve this; but with a raw only diet my suffering is rather less. The raw diet is essential, I believe, as a support for achieving a program of regular therapeutic fasting in my life.

For several weeks of this raw-only stretch (and I want to commit to raw only for life, so this is something I consider permanent -- again, too extreme for many, but necessary for me: I believe in an addictions model of compulsive overeating and feel I must stay away from triggering foods, totally and permanently: and that raw only can be perfectly safe and balanced)

... for several weeks fo this raw-only stretch, as I started to say, I was -- despite my continued suffering and continued (though moderately lessened) compulsions to eat and painfully bloat myself & incapacitate myself to do work, etc. -- able to increase steadily the lengths of my weekly fasts. It really made a difference to fast slightly longer. My craving/compulsion to eat the more triggering/tempting raw foods was less after the longer fasts. I made it up to 66 hours fasting -- 2 3/4 days -- but then -- possibly because I started summer school and this interfered -- I fell down in this steady increasing of lengths of fasts. I fell back to 30, 36 hour fasts weekly.

This is better than absolutely nothing, but it is frustrating since I just seem to be stuck in the same pattern of being compulsed by anxiety (which is the neurological consequence or manifestation of being intestinally compromised [intestinally toxic, with an overgrowth of parasitic intestinal bacteria which cause cravings for food generally, especially food that will feed THEM])

-- of being compulsed by anxiety to shove down food (despite my feeling that I do not really want to eat), at intervals daily (and this feeding of the bacteria creates more bacteria, more toxicity, more anxiety, and more cravings, in a vicious cycle)

... this compulsion results in extremely painful bloating, with all the consequences of that -- brain fog, and intensifed anxiety (the anxiety I feel when painfully bloated is based, I believe, on the fact that when bloated I am not able to eat food... and eating food is the major way I have of dealing with my feelings. So if I am not in a condition in which I can comfortably eat food at will [i.e., if I am bloated], I am going to feel really frightened since then I am liable to experience feelings that are eally painful and that I cannot repress....

... I say all this not to suggest that I have really horribly serious psychic pain; but that I just have lacked the support to deal with and think creatively about the pain I do have; and thus to succeed in fasting... when I try to talk to professional helpers about this it is VERY hard. These people are not inclined to GIVE support to a person for refraining from eating; which is what I NEED; and besides this, I think my own resistance to fasting blocks my ability to ASK sincerely for this support. AND it is hard to work THROUGH my resistance when there is a risk that the therapis will discount the value of fasting in the first place; and this is demoralizing and intimidating to me even though I know fasting is, absolutely and inescapably, what I NEED. I have a therapist now who is supportive of my fasting, at least in theory; but I cannot feel quite enough trust in her yet to ask with the sincerity necessary... or to work through openly with her my resistance to fasting. Building this trust takes time and it is my primary goal in life... I have temporarily suspended my art school studies, by the way, so as to put fasting first and foremost. This is my way to health, and I have got to achieve fasting before I can do anything else. I do consider my raw-only diet and beginning to increase lengths of fasts to demonstrate the beginning of success in this effort to learn to fast at length and thus heal myself, so I have hope... I just am really not yet in the clear and really am, most days, fulll of ccraving, compulsion, doubt, and fear. I have got to get INTO fasting, by fasting longer; and I have got to let fasting AFFECT me, really affect me. It is scary to surrender to the process of healing, which will necessarily make me for a time weak, vulnerable, and soft, unprotected, chaotic, disorganized. SUCH gentleness toward the self is needed when a fasting process really takes hold. It seems the slightest accustomed self-violence pushed me back into old, food-addicted, violent ways. i am so scared... when I experience healing I feelso weak and fragile and unprotected. It is really scary. This is another part of why it is difficult to fast.

... It seems I am mainly simply too much alone in the process. I know if I had others, others who were experienced fasters, and my therapist is unfortunately not experienced at fasting; though she is not American, and this helps -- if I had others, it would be a lot easier. ... it would also be necessary for me to really have mutual trust with those others; since in order to work through my fears and keep on the fast, instead of gettign terrified and breaking it off, I need to confide in someone trusted.

The basic problem is: I try to fast. i get EITHER scared or miserable. i break off the fast. ... The misery I am sort of addressing, with contact with you and others on the forum... the fear is more difficult. To work through it,as I say, requires SUCH vulnerability. This is so hard to practice.

The solution is for me to examine at depth my resistance to fasting. I am resistant first of all to sobriety from my fix of choice (food) because something in me just isn't getting enough joy/fun in life or enough love... and I habitually use food to suppress the pain of this and substitute for fun/love. Life seems UNENDURABLE without the drug/fix/high of food. Other resistance to fasting is a resistance based on being unable to commit to such "virtuousness."

This is a complicated resistance which I need to address in my blog or somewhere since I am almost out of time here.


I really want to do this fast for 7 days; I know I can do it and know it is very good for me and completely safe; but I also know, from my experience with myself, that I am going to get moderately compelling panic feelings during the fast. I am going to get anxious when I start to feel ill from "detox." It helps to read about the complete normalcy of these symptoms and experiences on the curezone forums; but... I get so scared. I am still working through this fear. The fear could go away if I were able (as I say) to be COMPLETELY honest about it with another.

I have just acquired a TV on which I can watch movies. I remember that during a time 4 years ago when I succeded in some 4-day fasts, sitting down to a series of movies helped. It helped me become able to imagine getting through the day without my fix, i.e., food. I have checked out several novels from the library, though I wish I had some better ones (can you recommend any?). I am at the library now and so I can try to address this matter and get some movies, too.

My thought is also to read about fasting, to increase the positivity of my attitude toward fasting. I am capable of feeling enthusiastic about fsating. The only trouble comes, as I say, when I start feeling ill and get scared.

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July 29th, 2008

Made 39-Hour Fast, New Goal: 42 Hours, 3 Days, 7 Days

posted by Marahanna on 6:39 pm

Tuesday, August 29th: I am really really really lonely.

I so narrowly missed really succeeding at the attempt at a 7-day fast which I started recording here. i got to 39 hours and quit, I unfortunately can't will myself to articulate here why. However, I will meditate tonight and this will make it clearer and more in control for me.

I am kind of okay but it is not tolerable to be so narrowly escaping bingeing all the time.

The answer is to clean up my diet more. Get the triggering foods out.

I can do this by relapsing back into fruit for a time so as to get off starchy sprouts. I can have fruit but not sprouts that are starchy.

The real main problem is how alone I am.

I truly now understand my inability to fast at length as a problem of "anxiety." -- a condition western medicine holds to be mental... I doubt my abillity to control it mentally... I COULD, and I came close in this 39 hour fast I just achieved... but it is a horrible struggle and so so so slow to succeed at controlling it mentally.

Physically is the way to go to get real control. I mean, eliminating triggering foods.

My plan to do this is as above.

I have to phase out fruit but REALLY COMMIT TO sprouting conscientiously and responsibly and consistently.

I can commit to this.

My life is such horror: I have got to change it: got to get sober: got to fast.

a big support I am going to institute maybe tonight and definitely tomorrow is several hours of meditation daily.
I feel my body is in a real crisis -- though I am more in control now and bloat myself less... but the meditation is very needed for me to get control of myself and my behavior (bloating myself, persisting in eating triggerign foods)

I have got to commit to a 42 hour plus fast now.
I have got to figure out when to do this.

I am thinking of going away. camping at a site with tents and platforms or to a nice hostel in the mountains.
This would be ideal distraction and carry me through at least 30? maybe 36 hours of a fast? With the travel, the newness.

I was so positive on fasting 7 days the other day. I only ended up fasting 39 hours. Strange: now I can't feel "strong"/determined enough to fast 7 days. I can sort of imagine fasting 42 hours. I think I'd better take advantag of this.

I don't know what my immediate fasting plan is.
I want to aim to fast 7 days.
But I can't feel sincere in this desire yet.
I almost really did it the other day. I kept telling myself "I can do this seven days. It is okay." i really could visualize it! I was not exactly happy about the prospect, but I could do it.

I don't know why I broke it. Probably because I gave myself the "out" at the outset, of only having to fast longer than my last fast. I have a period now of about ten days always fasating longer than my last fast.

Fasting is jsut so serious and so hard. I just want to slack off and give up. But I cannot continue to live this way. I cannot continue to live like this!

A complicated thing is that when fastign I am not sure of the results. I want to end up strong and well. But sometimes I am so scared because I jsut have this image of the fast making me disorganized and weak.

THis is part of healing -- being weak and disorganized. I have got to raise my positivity about being weak and not capable. I have got to heal.

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July 26th, 2008

Keeping the Fast

posted by Marahanna on 5:28 pm

Hi -- just a note to say I am still fasting. Saturday night, still in Day One.
My big problem is loneliness and I may have jsut found a person to talk to ... sort of , maybe. I need a plan for tomorrow.

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July 26th, 2008

Starting a Fast

posted by Marahanna on 12:55 pm

Hi, I am writing the next day, after posting to begin this fasting support group.

I am beginning a fast. I don't want to write too much right now, but I did want to note that I am doing this.

Benefits I expect to receive are: release from depression and anxiety, and release from the craving/compulsion to eat. Eating will be a choice, not a compulsion.

I have been using raw foods only for over 90 days now (I keep a day count). This is a life choice that I have struggled for years to make.

Today is Day One of the fast. I want to fast for seven days.

The hardest part is psychological. I want to get through the psychological barriers that come up at 1 1/2 to 2 days for me that say "oh, it isn't worth it;" or, "oh, you have done enough." I need the healing of a longer fast. I have been fasting this length of time -- up to 2 days -- approximately weekly for a while. I have fasted 3 days consecutively before, and also, some time ago, made 4-day fasts. Now I want to achieve a step forward in healing.

So much has gone into this decision, and I have struggled to make it for a really long time. I want to do justice to this process in some later posts. I want to explain how I arrived here. I am certainly afraid I will fail once again this time but I want to put my process out there and I really want to start out withthe good faith that I will succeed.

I am committed to posting every day on this blog to reveal my progress to others.

I have much more to tell, but I am shying away right now from really putting myself out there. But I do promise to post tomorrow, when I will be running into what has been the "barrier " -- 2 days of fasting.

Marahanna

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July 25th, 2008

Learning to Fast

posted by Marahanna on 2:13 pm

Hi -- I'm the originator of this group and am wondering if anyone else is interested in or has experience with fasting.

Here's the full content of what I wrote for a group description, which was too long for the format:

A group to support regular fasting, both short- and long-term, to create and maintain physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual health. Fasting is an ancient, safe, and gentle healing practice. Trade information about fasting and share feelings, thoughts, experiences, doubts, fears, and strategies to achieve the ability to fast. Especially for those who struggle with food addiction and who know intuitively that fasting is right for them but need support to do it. This is a no-criticism, helping forum to foster open, honest (and therefore healing)sharing about trying to learn how to fast... about struggles against food addiction (we support you to make a life choice finally to give up foods or food categories that are addictive for you). We provide hope of living in a practice of regular fasting by commitment to a "sober," non-triggering diet -- this is whatever diet each individual chooses to avoid the cycle of "getting high" on food. We find that fasting lifts us out of the state of wanting to use food to escape, and that fasting is enabled by first (and afterward!) adhering to a non-triggering diet. We each set our own goals for fasting and fast-supportive behavior (primarily, stopping compulsive eating and triggering foods) and (optionally) track our own progress and share it with the group. We find that as we make progress we are freed, wonderfully, from food addiction and its symptoms. We can live "food-sober!" Fasting heals!

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