June 4th, 2009
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SEIGE718

Tomorrow No Longer Exists For Me
My motivation has always come in waves. One month I'm completely dedicated to
my health and the health of people around me. I live the way I've always wanted to live:
wake up early, take the dogs for a walk, come home and make a healthy breakfast, do some
chores around the house, make a nutritious lunch, play with my dogs, etc. It's those times
when I'm at my best.
Then the wave ends and I'm suddenly dragging out of bed late in the morning, I
drag myself to the kitchen and make the quickest, least nutritious, biggest breakfast I
can come up with. I take my plate to the couch and eat everything (plus seconds) while
watching TV. In a fried egg coma, I remain on the couch for most of the day and most of
the night, sometimes not even getting up to shower! At the back of my mind I ask myself,
is this how I want to spend the rest of my life? Unfortunately, when I'm deep in my fried
egg coma, the answer is always a cop-out: I just have to deal with my guilt until the
"healthy" wave picks me up again so I can ride it for as long as it will carry
me. Of course, the healthy wave usually lasts about a month, tops, while my unhealthy wave
lasts 3 months to a year!
This past weekend I got to thinking about my "healthy wave" and I
suddenly realized that everything I did when I was soaring on my healthy wave was due to
an obsession with the future. I would spend so much time thinking and planning for the
future that I became overwhelmed by my own thoughts and eventually I would get to a point
where I'd just tell myself ENOUGH! And I'd quit.
So I woke up Monday morning and decided that I would stop living in the future
and start living TODAY! Yesterday was the first time I told myself this mantra. Yesterday
was the first time I actually understood it, believed it and practiced it. TODAY I will
make the best decisions I can make with what I eat and how I workout. Tomorrow's
motivation is irrelevant. Tomorrow's motivation doesn't exist. It's all about
TODAY.






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by jettgirl on Jun 4, 2009 at 1:46 pm
That was a good post. I so can understand it!