I am a proud mother of 2 beautiful daughters(6 years old & 2 years old) they are my inspiration. I want to watch them grow up! This decision for me to lose weight has alot to do with myself but the thought of not being able to see my daughters grow scares me more. I have been battling my weight my whole life but I have NEVER been this big! I am embarrass of myself and how I look! But the only person to blame is myself. I just found out recently that I have PCOS. which losing weight with that is next to impossible & there is NO cure for this disease. I have tried many diets but they have failed so I am here trying again until I get it right. Its not just about me any more its about my family! & My biggest supporter is my husband! He says he " Loves me regardless of my size" & I know he does but its time for me to make a change and stick to it! I dont want my daughters to look at me as a quitter!