Dixie30194

I'm a soon-to-be freshman in college and I enjoy playing guitar and participating in water sports. I originally joined this website after I lost 30 pounds....at my age 30 pounds was very bad. The doctors told me to eat and gain weight. Ultimately I ruined my body and began a lifetime struggle with weight gain. I really need help staying motivated to workout and stop eating so much junk food. Im a carb and sweets person and have a hard time resisting those types of foods. I try to be self-motivating but its extremely hard and I feel hopeless. I live in the country so my genetics and lifestyle are pointed towards obesity. I want to end that line of lifestyle. I really need help because I know I can do this. I am competitive and will never give up!