mkhader

I have never been thin! I am a yo-yo diet addict for sure. I have done all of the diets, even did neutrasystem, which was the worst diet ive ever done in my entire life. DO NOT DO THAT DIET. I got married last year and at that point i was fatter then i had ever been before and it continued for another 20 pounds. I am so done with this fat, i am so done with feeling this way, although i was never thin i would like to go back to my prechubby state. I hate myself the way i am now and i am very negative about my self image. It has nothing to do with other people, its all me. I have to do this to make my life good again! I will succeed, because i always win=) I am becoming active and i am dieting so i can get pregnant and have a full life... yes to get pregnant it is better to start from a thin/slender body than a fatty one... it makes the pregnancy easier. So i am challenging myself to change and i am loving it.