OoMASEoO

I've been chubby my whole life and felt the fight the whole time. My mother is from Thailand and my nickname growing up was "E-Thuy" (little fat girl). The skinniest I've ever been was summer after highschool graduation, at 145 lbs, and I'd LOVE to be at that weight again. I told myself I would never hit the 200 lbs mark, but I have. :( I just got off the Depo birth control shot and I blame some of my weight gain to that. I carry myself like I'm so confident and strong, but inside I am miserable!! I made the conscious decision to make the change. I am the author or my lifes story and it's about time to start a new fackin chapter!

...and I'm writing this while watching The Food Network. LoL. Food is freakin delicious! And it's not even that I'm eating candy bars, sweets and chips-- my poison is noodles, rice and potatoes. MmMmM.


MY GOALS FOR 2009
+Lose 50 lbs
+Eat less processed foods
+Eat less FAST FOOD
+Cook more at home
+Stop rolling out of bed at noon
+Get a new hobby/join a club
+Keep up with laundry
+Smoke A LOT less
+Make a painting


Weight Tracking...
01/06/2009: 214 lbs
03/05/2009: 205 lbs