I've been here about 1 year and bored as . I am fixing to turn 52, am stressed, and stuck. I want to work on me - skin, hair, weight, smoking, exercise. Most importantly, I want to be happy. I am starting at the very bottom. I have no moral support at home and am constantly treated as though I don't exist. I am pretty, a little overweight, and feel unloved. I used to be a top athlete, cheerleader, and am a very loving person. I think this age thing is getting to me along with a bad relationship.