surfergirl90

Since I was 11 years old, I have been struggling with Anorexia, Bulimia, and currently ED-NOS.
I have been in recovery from age 17-present.
I am not recovered fully.
I hope to one day get to a point in life where my world is not centered around measurements and numbers.
I want to eat healthy... not to binge or starve or purge myself.
I want to enjoy life, enjoy myself and others, and live abundantly.

If you are curious for more info on my eating disorder, check out my YouTube blog!
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My Ednos Diary! Go here to view my channel:
http://www.youtube.com/user/silver18tiara

~Stats~
Ht: 5'3"
Start Weight: 119-122 LBS, March-May 2010

GOAL WEIGHTS
1: 118 LBS[x] 5/18/10
2: 117[x] 5/19/10
3: 116[x] 5/21/10
4: 115[x] 5/22/10(fast weight loss,due to depression)
5: 114[x] 7/13/10
6: 113[x] 8/27/10
7: 112[x] 9/11/10-present
8: 111[]

Final, HEALTHY Goal: 110 LBS[]
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~*~*~Poem~*~*~
Emily

There once was a girl with golden hair,
Her smile tickled people everywhere;
What a beautiful creation she was indeed,
She was loving, and willing to help those in need.

This girl grew older, and as time went on
Her cute, little smile was almost gone;
She began to see herself in a whole new way,
She was deceived by Anorexia, day after day.

And as beautiful as she was before,
Her new lifestyle was too hard to ignore.
She cut off more weight, and more and more,
Until there was nothing left, but a big, empty sore.

What does she have? For Anorexia now owns her soul,
It owns her empty body that holds in fire like coal,
Which feeds on nothing, but Anorexia's lies-
But really Anorexia hates her, it wants her to die.

There is no hope for her, not until
She hands it over to God, but all is still.
Like a guardian angel, He waits by her side,
Like a lamp in darkness, He will be her new guide.